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Halsey Said That She Often Wonders If She “Chose The Wrong Life” In An Emotional Instagram Story
"I'm sorry that melancholy has penetrated my art in a way that hasn't served a greater purpose other than my own self loathing."

Halsey Said That She Often Wonders If She “Chose The Wrong Life” In An Emotional Instagram Story

Ahead of her 28th birthday, Halsey looked back on her life choices via a recent Instagram story.

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She added that she is “just now exhaling and gasping for air for the first time since I took a single breath in this new life at 18” — potentially a reference to when she started in the music industry, or serious mental health struggles at the time.

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They continued, “I am wandering lawlessly and I hope to find my way somewhere meaningful soon so that I can give you the guys I’ve always known to scoop heapings of into your ears. They are shriveling lately. If you cannot be kind, at least be gentle. With love.”

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Halsey is currently nearing the end of their Love and Power tour.

The National Alliance on Mental Illness helpline is 1-888-950-6264 (NAMI) and provides information and referral services; GoodTherapy.org is an association of mental health professionals from more than 25 countries who support efforts to reduce harm in therapy.